A miracle and a Blessing!

Hello here i am again wants to share another story of my life before i came here in USA. Well, take a deep breath because the story starts like these. Being a working student is not easy specially when nobody help you except God. Night and day are just the same. Year 2003 i decided to put my profile in www.singlec.com hoping that i can find somebody not only to help me but also for long time partner. I am praying to the Lord for guidance and help to solve my problem. I work full time in that 1st semester of 2003. It`s hard because they put me in the Project Heal as an Assistant Dean of Mommy DelaCruz. It`s not easy to deal with new students especially came from rich families. There are time that i slept 2am to have the inspection @ 1am and rooming the dormitory with the guards. Almost every night i slept 2-3 hours and at day time i am so sleepy and tired but i need to accomply my responsibilities. I cried sometimes especially when there are students who cant came back to the dormitory when they are out campus. One time they blame me because one of the students did not came back to the Project Heal and i do not know where that student. Hay !!! i really cried and worried it hurts but God helped me and cared what happened. I loved my worked there in Project Heal eventhough there are many problems and it hurts my feelings. I learned to loved my occupants there and I hope they will become successful in their career. Eventhough i am so busy in my work but still i have time to check my email to see if there are mails. There are lots who are interested of my profile and one of them was my husband Stephen. He wrote me a simple letter and adviced me to take it easy. He offered me to make him as my comforter and advice. His very nice to me and everytime i read my mail from him i am comforted and happy. I told him about my life being a working student. I told him about my schooling, lovelife and everything. It seems that it helps to relieve whatever hurt i have. When i went back to the dormitory i felt happy and excited. We are M.U at first. But actually that time i have a boyfriend and he knew it. He always advise me to take it easy of life and pray to God that everything will be alright and it did. We stop writing one another when he knew i am engaged to somebody. I felt badly that time and went back to the dorm lonely. But i decided to give his email address to my friend Letty. They exchange emails and Letty told me that they just friends. But one day Letty told me that she stop writing Stephen because they have misunderstanding.
Well, the story did not end that way... Almost end of the semester something happened that my relationship to my black American broke. IT did not worked out even though that almost two years ang relationship. So, i tried to aim someone that is very responsible in a relationship no matter what. I found myself writing back Stephen and he was surprised but i explained everything. We chat and exchange emails a lot. I am impressed of what i observed about him. He was nice and very approachable. He helped me and he sent money to pay my debt in the college. He decided to come in the Philippines even though there are many threats to the Americans to come. The USA government warned them not to come in Mindanao where many Muslims. He told his plan to his church and prayed for the trip. Also his brothers and sisters knew his plan. One of his brothers do not like him to pursue his plan maybe his afraid for Steve. He always called me in the Philippines and i loved that. I felt something good inside my heart that i did not felt before but i do not know why so i am excited of his coming and also scared of what happened next. My friends there in Project Heal told me that i will do the best i can to show respect and honesty to meet him in Manila. I miss my PH friends... HAy MVC.... MMMMMMMMMMWAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHH